I am one of those melodramatic fools

^ My new YM status. Guess why? Hehehe~

Ate Ching told me not to expect much from gamers as boyfriends. She's right. I shouldn't have. I tend to think highly of people and give them credit for more than what they're worth. I'm so damn angry right now. Pissed, yes. Moreso, I'm angry because I cried in public and am still crying right now. What a waste of good tears. I am so disappointed. I know I deserve more. O kaya siguro OA lang ako. Pero di ba nakakainis naman talaga. Sasabihin sa'yo manonood ng sine. Siya nagset ng oras. Anong nangyari? Wala! Ininvite ko pa rin naman si Ate Ching. Nakakahiya. Buti pala si Ate Ching lang pumunta. To think na niyaya ko pa si Camz. Ampocha.

Tapos nun ede ayun nanood na lang ng sine kasama si Ate Ching, boyfriend nya at si EJ. Sabi susunduin kami. Natapos na yung palabas at lahat wala man lang text or tawag. Meron namang cellphone na me load. Napakaimportante ko talaga sa kanya.

Ede ayun nagsorry. Naiiyak ako habang nakasakay sa FX at pagkatapos sa jeep naman. Nagiisip kung anong irereply. Naisip ko. Mag-usap na dapat talaga kami. So ayun tinext ko pumunta sya sa amin. Ano nangyari? Wala ulet! Hindi rin nagpunta.

Ate Ching's right. I need a hobby.