26 March

After so many weeks, nakapagsimba na ulet kami.
Dahil sobrang init, nagdecide kami na sa mall na lang magsimba.
Which is the usual na ginagawa naman namin.
Dumating kami dun mga 230 na.
Late na kami for the mass so kumain muna kami ng mga kapatid ko then sina mommy nagbayad ng water or something.
Tapos yun, simba na.
I don't know, siguro hindi lang ako ganung kareligious pero hindi ko na naaalala yung gospel ehehe~
Ni yung homily di ko na naaalala eh.

I wonder how it would feel pag kasama ko si Jeff magsimba...
Hmm...

Yesterday pala, nagpunta sina Jeff sa Laguna.
Hindi na naman ako sinama. T_T
Meron silang something with EHOC.
Meron sila nameet dun na kilala ako. Omg.
Siya yata si Brian yung dati ko kaparty na wiz.
Grabe si Galadriel pa gamit kong character nun.

Nakauwi kami mga 7 na, syempre tumawag agad ako kay Jeff.
Guess what? No answer.
11 na wala pa rin sya.
Nasan kaya yun...? T_T

Nung March 19 pala me naisulat akong something.
Share ko dito:

Memories come unbidden as small red leaves accumulate in the crevices between the slabs of stone where we used to walk on my hand in yours. I can't help it. I avoid all the places we've been to. I fear the memories unbidden. No more dramas. My life imitating telenovelas. No more please. I want to be normal again. To rid myself of your aftertaste I scrub until I bleed then rinse and repeat. Feigning myopia I ignore your flailing hands and turn my back. I look forward. I look far. It turns out my myopia is real and I stumble because I don't look down on the crevices where small red leaves accumulated. Memories still come unbidden but I don't stop. I go forward.